Busy busy bee

I look around,
whats it all mean?
I can't stop moving,
I keep going...
and going...

I need a break,
everyone thinks
everything is fine.
I look around,
Maybe it's not.

I continue to think,
what if...
what if this hadn't happened
what if....
where would I be then?

I always think,
this is what I want
right?
It's my choice,
but who am I doing it for?

Is it all worth it
in the end?
Someone please tell me,
please guide me.
what am I to do?

I think,
moving as a busy,
busy bee.
Can't stop.
Won't stop?